Currently Listening Sweeney Todd, the Demon Barber of Fleet Street (1979 Original Broadway Cast) A lilttle Preist see related

Wow, it's been forever, but it usually is between my postings no matter what how much I say that I am going to try to keep my postings up to date.  Anyway it's a new semester here at ISU.  I am starting over.  The relationship that I had mentioned earlier unfortunately did not work out.  I think I just wanted to be in a relationship so badly that I jumped in before I was ready.  I definitely wasn't attached to the person and there wasn't all that great of a connection between us.  I'm over that I am focusing on school with no one really particular in my love life.  I wish there was someone, but I have learned from my recent mistake and I am not going to jump into anything too soon. 

The school year seems to be going.  I only have class two days a week so that's really nice.  But the other days I'm working my ass off.  I am only supposed to work 12 hours a week with being a RA but I am so going over that.  Oh well I just hope that they don't investigate my hours.  My classes are going.  I don't seemed to be too extremely interested in any of them though which kind of sucks when you are looking for motivation to do homework.  I mean I always have theatre ed. but we had to go back to our old teacher because out amazing theatre ed teacher is taking the semester off from the class.  So there is a lot of pointless information that we have already covered being repeated. The only other class that I am somewhat interested in is Introduction to Stage Management which is cool but it's a lot of backstage stuff which is fun, but if I'm gonna be backstage I want to direct.  That's my new passion besides teaching.  I love directing hence why I added it as a second major.  Analyst so yea classes aren't too challenging as of yet.  Hopefully they will stay that way. I shouldn't open my mouth too soon though. 

I auditioned for a play in Bloomington last week.  It went alright but there was many openings in the show for my age range so I didn't expect much.  I got a letter from them today telling me that I wasn't cast.  That's alright though it would have been a lot to do a show out there for such a minimal role that I would have been up for.  I plan on doing some more auditioning for shows here on campus this semester, so we'll see what happens with that. Anyways, I am off to go workout.  I am trying to eat healthier, no more pop, and work out more often.  Again, we'll see how all that works out.  Nite everyone!

Currently Watching Closer (Superbit Edition) By Natalie Portman, Jude Law, Julia Roberts, Clive Owen see related

So I am on duty tonight and I am done with my work for the week cuz I don't have class on Friday so I thought I would update.  That doesn't mean though that I won't be starting on next week's work soon enough.  I can't wait til next semester.  For those of you who don't know, I only have class on Monday and Wednesday.  I am really excited.  But see I know that I am the kind of person that needs to be constantly busy so I am just worried how all this free time is going to affect me.  Speaking of classes I got a paper back in Educational Psychology and I got a 58% on it.  I am barely going to pass the class with C if I work my ass off.  Which I need to do because if I get anything less than a C I won't be able to move on to my professional studies until I retake the class.  The thing that kills me is that I'm not a C student.  The other thing that kills me is that I am really not a B student either which is what I am getting in most of my other classes.  I don't know my academic life is falling apart right now and I just need the semester to be over. 

On boy news, I am still seeing Scott as far as I'm concerned.  We are going through some troubles right now which is entirely my fault. I need to stop reading into things and sometimes just take things at face value.  I know that's not always a good thing, but sometimes in life it just needs to be done.  I feel like a complete shit though because not only a couple of days before we got into our tiff did we agree that we were dating and seeing each other, not a relationship, but dating.  This made me so happy inside.  I really really really like him.  And the only reason I pissed him off was because I really like him and I was confused on the situation that had presented itself.  He says we are still cool, but that he's pissed and needs time to cool off.  We haven't seen each other in about 2 weeks, so I really hope that I get to see him cuz sometimes you just need that presence of that other person and it just makes everything better. 

Anyways I am off to watch a movie with a friend and try to relax before I spend a very busy weekend working, studying, and do other random shit that needs to get done.  Laterz!